feel like crying nw,but i cant...every places i go eventhough i bek home or still stay at kampar here,all of these oso make me nervous..too many things i cant handle,too many things need to think, n too many things make me wan to cry...i noe i'm nt a strong ppl, i noe i hav god..but i hope jesus is bside me,then i can hug him to cry...i noe i'm falling down n i oso very sure i dunno when i can stand up again...juz nw i hav an idea inside my brain,i hope to b alone still the end of my life...leave alone n no need to think many,money,frens n even family...i oso hope that i can face the problem strongly,but i dunno wat to do,i dunno hw serious the effect when i do this,i dunno hw to help my daddy face his problemsss....last sunday i heard pastor ong said that church is our shelter,am i really think that?nope...i hope i can treat it as my shelter...but....too many think i juz realize today...dear sis n bro, i choose to post my feeling here because i love u all, i can share wif u all about my feelings nw...i hope i can stand up again through u all....pray for me .thanks.
Subject: feeling now 
Mon Nov 02, 2009 1:26 pm
